Tuesday, August 25, 2009
sudden feel that i'm super stupid !!!!
stupid for making myself suffer for nth!!!
because of my carelessness, stupidity, blunt & ignorant self,
i've lost sth valuable....
if i were'nt e one who agreed to it,
it wouldnt be like this todae...
if i were'nt e one who restarted it agn,
things wouldnt be like this todae...
if times were to revert,
i hope i will be able to change e fact.
i dunno why did i jus ask for it to make myself suffer!!!
i've suffered enough!!!
i dun wanna waste my days suffering anymore!!!
times can't be reverted,
i shall blame myself for being STUPID!!!
things will just move on,
days will just pass....
i can onli blame myself for starting all these....
i can onli blame myself for wad are things todae...
so yupp, it all starts from me
sry ]:
my grades are not really good ]:
i'm gonna choing!!! :X
stupid for making myself suffer for nth!!!
because of my carelessness, stupidity, blunt & ignorant self,
i've lost sth valuable....
if i were'nt e one who agreed to it,
it wouldnt be like this todae...
if i were'nt e one who restarted it agn,
things wouldnt be like this todae...
if times were to revert,
i hope i will be able to change e fact.
i dunno why did i jus ask for it to make myself suffer!!!
i've suffered enough!!!
i dun wanna waste my days suffering anymore!!!
times can't be reverted,
i shall blame myself for being STUPID!!!
things will just move on,
days will just pass....
i can onli blame myself for starting all these....
i can onli blame myself for wad are things todae...
so yupp, it all starts from me
sry ]:
my grades are not really good ]:
i'm gonna choing!!! :X
7:11 AM
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
disappointed!!! disappointed!!!FREAKING HELL DISAPPOINTED!!!!
how can i get B4 for chinese & p for oral ????!!!!
wanna retake but it looks kinda difficult cos oral will pull my overall down ...
haiz... :(
had c6 for chinese in e first term when e report book states my score
super disappointed, so decided to work dam hard & finally gt an A2!!!
but now, it turns bac to B4!!!
scared....
other subjects are not really doin quite well too ...
faintz...
i dun wanna hope for too much.
jus wanna get an A2 agn for chinese.
wad can i do now is onli study super hard
days ahead are jus abt studying ...
disappointing :(
shuts my momentom...
i really wanna score well
i dun wanna disappoint myself agn .
from todae onwards.
i promise myself i will be serious
start clearing doubts & drill myself within test papers
no mre jokes anymore!!!!
thks for those who comforted me, i will nt let all of u down!!!
i'm gonna STUDY SUPER DUPER HARD !!!!!
how can i get B4 for chinese & p for oral ????!!!!
wanna retake but it looks kinda difficult cos oral will pull my overall down ...
haiz... :(
had c6 for chinese in e first term when e report book states my score
super disappointed, so decided to work dam hard & finally gt an A2!!!
but now, it turns bac to B4!!!
scared....
other subjects are not really doin quite well too ...
faintz...
i dun wanna hope for too much.
jus wanna get an A2 agn for chinese.
wad can i do now is onli study super hard
days ahead are jus abt studying ...
disappointing :(
shuts my momentom...
i really wanna score well
i dun wanna disappoint myself agn .
from todae onwards.
i promise myself i will be serious
start clearing doubts & drill myself within test papers
no mre jokes anymore!!!!
thks for those who comforted me, i will nt let all of u down!!!
i'm gonna STUDY SUPER DUPER HARD !!!!!
4:56 AM
Sunday, August 16, 2009
finally done wit my hw!!!
soooh tired, till i gt nose bleed!!
faintz!!!
anywae had steamboat @ my home wit ql, leon, hs, mh, jas.
Randy didnt ate cos he came late hahas ;P
was so full until there are lots of ingredients left faintz :X
finish eatin & played a while...
cut e cake @ abt 4 plus ...
went out to e e.excel convention after tat...
quite a no. of mediacorp artistes...
rui en, shi xin hui, gurmit singh, michelle chong, guo liang, vincent ng
phua chu kang was e funniest!!!
wakkakakas:D
was laughing soooh loud till wl gotta shut my mouth up wahahahas:D
faintz :X
ended at around 10 plus & left e indoor stadium
had a door gift of 1-shape
took it & went out..
went out to look for toilet but to no avail
they dun let us go
so no choice had to wait till e bus came
but luckily daddy came to fetch us hahas
drive against e direction of road
went bac to fetch mh cos she was very urgent
then faster led her down @ bus stop & went bac to fetch wl they all
but i was soooh urgent
so alighted @ e coffee shop toilet
was soooh dirty
i asked e person if i can do it on e floor
& after tat i help him wash toilet
so he said okay
& i went washing toilet after tat faintz
went bac to fetch wl after tat & went to buy mac
mac @ kallang super fast!!!
technology so in !!!
we bought it thru e drive-thru for cars
told them wad we want
& get it in less than a min !!!!
super IN wakakaks :X
fetch wl home, my aunty home....
then jiu my turn to go home
rch home @ around 12 plus & tats where nose bleed starts...
thanks to all those who made e party possible!!!
thanks wee soon, yujun, sam, wl!!!
thankyou soooh much;D
LASTLY HAPPY BDAE SHAN JIE!!!!
soooh tired, till i gt nose bleed!!
faintz!!!
anywae had steamboat @ my home wit ql, leon, hs, mh, jas.
Randy didnt ate cos he came late hahas ;P
was so full until there are lots of ingredients left faintz :X
finish eatin & played a while...
cut e cake @ abt 4 plus ...
went out to e e.excel convention after tat...
quite a no. of mediacorp artistes...
rui en, shi xin hui, gurmit singh, michelle chong, guo liang, vincent ng
phua chu kang was e funniest!!!
wakkakakas:D
was laughing soooh loud till wl gotta shut my mouth up wahahahas:D
faintz :X
ended at around 10 plus & left e indoor stadium
had a door gift of 1-shape
took it & went out..
went out to look for toilet but to no avail
they dun let us go
so no choice had to wait till e bus came
but luckily daddy came to fetch us hahas
drive against e direction of road
went bac to fetch mh cos she was very urgent
then faster led her down @ bus stop & went bac to fetch wl they all
but i was soooh urgent
so alighted @ e coffee shop toilet
was soooh dirty
i asked e person if i can do it on e floor
& after tat i help him wash toilet
so he said okay
& i went washing toilet after tat faintz
went bac to fetch wl after tat & went to buy mac
mac @ kallang super fast!!!
technology so in !!!
we bought it thru e drive-thru for cars
told them wad we want
& get it in less than a min !!!!
super IN wakakaks :X
fetch wl home, my aunty home....
then jiu my turn to go home
rch home @ around 12 plus & tats where nose bleed starts...
thanks to all those who made e party possible!!!
thanks wee soon, yujun, sam, wl!!!
thankyou soooh much;D
notice why ql was not there?? cos he was in e toilet doin big business :-P
Bdae gal !!!!
LASTLY HAPPY BDAE SHAN JIE!!!!2:23 AM
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
not everything is easy to get used to it...
it takes time...
tests & exams, have seen get used to it.
its jus tat there are difficulties @ times
but ya, these are obstacles tat a student has to overcome..
cant escape !!!
had phy paper 1 todae!!!
time constraining..
tot i couldnt finish in time..
but did it ,
but did not have ample time to check !!!
faintx :P
anywae its over ...
shall think of my chem now ;D
last paper , but its on thurs ...
dun have any mood to do things todae...
a lil empty here & there
& ended up watchin boys over flowers !!!!
jus cant take my eyes off kim hyun joong :P
kinda tired, but jus have to continue wit life....
wit u,
i finally found e light towards life.
u have stitch up e hole,
& have replaced all injuries wit happiness!!
u have been there @ all times
thankyou sooooh much ;D
thanks darling [:
woohoo!!!
no sch tmr wakakakas ;D
gonna study full dae,
dun wanna flung my paper 1 ;P
jys bio ppl !!! :X
it takes time...
tests & exams, have seen get used to it.
its jus tat there are difficulties @ times
but ya, these are obstacles tat a student has to overcome..
cant escape !!!
had phy paper 1 todae!!!
time constraining..
tot i couldnt finish in time..
but did it ,
but did not have ample time to check !!!
faintx :P
anywae its over ...
shall think of my chem now ;D
last paper , but its on thurs ...
dun have any mood to do things todae...
a lil empty here & there
& ended up watchin boys over flowers !!!!
jus cant take my eyes off kim hyun joong :P
kinda tired, but jus have to continue wit life....
wit u,
i finally found e light towards life.
u have stitch up e hole,
& have replaced all injuries wit happiness!!
u have been there @ all times
thankyou sooooh much ;D
thanks darling [:
woohoo!!!
no sch tmr wakakakas ;D
gonna study full dae,
dun wanna flung my paper 1 ;P
jys bio ppl !!! :X
6:07 PM
Saturday, August 8, 2009
its been soooh long tat i nvr multi-task ...
talkin to fanyi aka "ji ko peh", which she wants me to mention hahas ;D
& messagin & blogging !!!!
4 days of free days have passed..
time flies !!! so boring !!!!
suddenly feel like nth to do !!! faintz
hmmm dun wanna talk le :-P
i wanna go jogging le hahas ;D
on diet wakakakakas:D
slimmer days ahead , counting ....
talkin to fanyi aka "ji ko peh", which she wants me to mention hahas ;D
& messagin & blogging !!!!
4 days of free days have passed..
time flies !!! so boring !!!!
suddenly feel like nth to do !!! faintz
hmmm dun wanna talk le :-P
i wanna go jogging le hahas ;D
on diet wakakakakas:D
slimmer days ahead , counting ....
5:44 PM
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
long hols !!!!
starting from todae till nxt week wakakakas :D
have been telling heici tat i'm nt gg to sch & i will disturb her wakakakas :D
almost late for sch todae :P
gate was closed but mr yon ask e uncle to open it for me agn ;D
thanks mr yon :-P
todae der physics paper super difficult !!!!
maybe its i nvr study much but its real hard !!!
rack my brains thru'out e whole paper, just cant think of a way out.
faintz...
geo is even worst !!!
can break my hand man !!!
e whole paper was like onli 1hr30mins onli
and i was like rushin thru e whole dam paper!!!
worst still when i was doin e paper,
e chair was like creaking like dunno wad.
super noisy!!!
now enjoyin life @ hme ...
take todae as a rest dae & do wad ever i wan =))
a blue blue sky puzzle, unfinished.....
there's a missing piece of puzzle out of e whole picture,
dunno where is tat thing but ya its jus not there,
forever ??
when will this missin puzzled be filled??
so tat everything will be completed ??
thinking tat i was a fool to not find it ??
thinking tat i am a stupid gal??
or i should nt have started puzzling this puzzle ??
so tat its all a fresh new piece untouched??
its jus lack of sth....
starting from todae till nxt week wakakakas :D
have been telling heici tat i'm nt gg to sch & i will disturb her wakakakas :D
almost late for sch todae :P
gate was closed but mr yon ask e uncle to open it for me agn ;D
thanks mr yon :-P
todae der physics paper super difficult !!!!
maybe its i nvr study much but its real hard !!!
rack my brains thru'out e whole paper, just cant think of a way out.
faintz...
geo is even worst !!!
can break my hand man !!!
e whole paper was like onli 1hr30mins onli
and i was like rushin thru e whole dam paper!!!
worst still when i was doin e paper,
e chair was like creaking like dunno wad.
super noisy!!!
now enjoyin life @ hme ...
take todae as a rest dae & do wad ever i wan =))
a blue blue sky puzzle, unfinished.....
there's a missing piece of puzzle out of e whole picture,
dunno where is tat thing but ya its jus not there,
forever ??
when will this missin puzzled be filled??
so tat everything will be completed ??
thinking tat i was a fool to not find it ??
thinking tat i am a stupid gal??
or i should nt have started puzzling this puzzle ??
so tat its all a fresh new piece untouched??
its jus lack of sth....
when can i have this full piece of blue sky completed ??
To all my dearest: wl, yj, mh, ffy, hhs, divya, jas, sam, bestest bro javier!!! all e best for ur paper tmr =))
4:18 PM
